whiteout's First DXM Experience (5/12/2004) [AIM Transcript]

Tweet

This is the AIM transcript (with my brother, music producer, Sinister) of the first time I tried DXM (300mg) in Delafield, WI.

@whiteoutgotu (5:52:04 PM): hey,what was the shit
about enzyme deficiency
@whiteoutgotu (9:45:05 PM): ok well its official
@SinisterBeats (9:45:10 PM): i've been lifted this entire
weekend
@whiteoutgotu (9:45:12 PM): down the hatch
@SinisterBeats (9:45:15 PM): nice nice
@SinisterBeats (9:45:18 PM): was it hard?
@whiteoutgotu (9:45:37 PM): nah,there pretty small
@whiteoutgotu (9:45:46 PM): but the last couple are still
kinda sittin there
@SinisterBeats (9:46:06 PM): haven't finished the dose?
@whiteoutgotu (9:46:17 PM): yea i have
@whiteoutgotu (9:46:18 PM): but
@whiteoutgotu (9:46:27 PM): i dunno lol
@whiteoutgotu (9:46:29 PM): there down
@SinisterBeats (9:46:47 PM): aright well then find
something to do for an hour
@SinisterBeats (9:46:58 PM): you should starting noticing it
maybe in a half hour but i'll be really subtle
@whiteoutgotu (9:47:04 PM): ok
@SinisterBeats (9:47:11 PM): then once the hour mark is
passed its just gonna go up and up
@whiteoutgotu (9:47:19 PM): hahahahaa
@whiteoutgotu (9:47:21 PM): i'll let u know
@SinisterBeats (9:47:24 PM): aright
@whiteoutgotu (9:48:45 PM): i shoulda asked u this be4
i took them
@SinisterBeats (9:48:53 PM): what?
@whiteoutgotu (9:48:58 PM): but please assure me that
the robitussin cough gels are 15mg each
@SinisterBeats (9:49:29 PM): aright i'll check for you
@whiteoutgotu (9:49:39 PM): thank you
@SinisterBeats (9:49:43 PM): yep
@SinisterBeats (9:49:47 PM): 15mg
@whiteoutgotu (9:50:10 PM): thanks
@whiteoutgotu (10:36:27 PM): im startin 2 feel good
man
@whiteoutgotu (10:52:08 PM): homes,im feelin real
good
@SinisterBeats (10:58:55 PM): ya?
@SinisterBeats (10:59:15 PM): u there?
@whiteoutgotu (10:59:35 PM): im back
@whiteoutgotu (10:59:43 PM): yea man im feelin nice as
fuck
@SinisterBeats (10:59:46 PM): ya?
@SinisterBeats (10:59:51 PM): that's awesome
@whiteoutgotu (10:59:55 PM): helll yes
@whiteoutgotu (11:00:03 PM): i was a bit worried at
first
@whiteoutgotu (11:00:08 PM): but im feelin good as hell
@SinisterBeats (11:00:24 PM): ya that's usually what
happens
@whiteoutgotu (11:00:35 PM): yea,first timers
@SinisterBeats (11:00:38 PM): so what does it feel like?
@whiteoutgotu (11:01:15 PM): i cant really explain it
man,but im more high than trippin
@SinisterBeats (11:01:20 PM): ya
@SinisterBeats (11:01:39 PM): well man enjoy
@whiteoutgotu (11:01:46 PM): thank you sir
@SinisterBeats (11:01:55 PM): welcome to the club
@SinisterBeats (11:01:57 PM): brb
@whiteoutgotu (11:01:58 PM): hahaha
@whiteoutgotu (11:01:59 PM): k
@whiteoutgotu (11:08:11 PM): feelin tingly than a
mafucka
@SinisterBeats (11:08:29 PM): ya it probably hasn't peaked
yet
@whiteoutgotu (11:08:53 PM): k
@whiteoutgotu (11:16:08 PM): i was thinkin bout callin
up one of my boys,but im havin trouble typin,not to
mention talking,lol
@SinisterBeats (11:16:14 PM): haha
@SinisterBeats (11:16:16 PM): it'll do that
@whiteoutgotu (11:17:04 PM): lol i love it
@SinisterBeats (11:18:16 PM): its fuckin nice
@whiteoutgotu (11:19:12 PM): yea im feelin good man
@whiteoutgotu (11:23:02 PM): nooooooooo!
@whiteoutgotu (11:23:06 PM): the music stoppped!!!!
@SinisterBeats (11:23:11 PM): haha
@SinisterBeats (11:23:18 PM): put in another cd dog
@whiteoutgotu (11:23:26 PM): infuckindeed
@whiteoutgotu (11:24:05 PM): gggggggggG-UNIT
@SinisterBeats (11:24:23 PM): haha
@whiteoutgotu (11:25:37 PM): man seriously,i kinda feel
like im rollin
@SinisterBeats (11:25:44 PM): that's sick
@SinisterBeats (11:25:54 PM): are you dissociated much?
@whiteoutgotu (11:26:11 PM): describe disaccociation
@SinisterBeats (11:26:32 PM): like do you feel like your
mind and body are disconnected at all, like you're
watching someone else
@SinisterBeats (11:26:48 PM): it can also be as simple as
your head feeling kinda like a balloon
@whiteoutgotu (11:26:48 PM): nah im still me man
@whiteoutgotu (11:27:13 PM): my head does feel funny
though
@whiteoutgotu (11:29:28 PM): lol imma try n record
something
@whiteoutgotu (11:32:45 PM): well maybe in a bit,im
kinda lost in the music right now
@SinisterBeats (11:33:02 PM): sick
@SinisterBeats (11:33:10 PM): that's what dxm is great for
@whiteoutgotu (11:34:23 PM): just turned the lights out
@SinisterBeats (11:34:29 PM): you just did?
@whiteoutgotu (11:34:32 PM): yea
@SinisterBeats (11:34:37 PM): shit son that's why you ain't
been trippin
@whiteoutgotu (11:34:43 PM): lol u fucker
@whiteoutgotu (11:34:44 PM): haha
@SinisterBeats (11:34:52 PM): haha
@SinisterBeats (11:35:03 PM): enjoy
@whiteoutgotu (11:35:10 PM): infuckindeedy
@whiteoutgotu (11:38:09 PM): lol
@whiteoutgotu (11:38:16 PM): i swear i just clapped
and the music got loude4r
@whiteoutgotu (11:38:17 PM): louder
@SinisterBeats (11:38:23 PM): haha
@whiteoutgotu (11:38:54 PM): does dxm make u wanna
touch urself(lol no not jerk off,but just touch ur skin)
@SinisterBeats (11:39:15 PM): not like ex
@whiteoutgotu (11:39:30 PM): ok cuz i been doin that
for a while
@whiteoutgotu (11:39:37 PM): must be cuz i took x be4
@SinisterBeats (11:39:52 PM): probably
@whiteoutgotu (11:49:06 PM): lo i just tried to leave the
room im in
@whiteoutgotu (11:49:07 PM): lol
@whiteoutgotu (11:49:09 PM): impossible
@SinisterBeats (11:49:23 PM): ya its best just to chill and
lay back
@SinisterBeats (11:49:29 PM): getting up sucks
@whiteoutgotu (11:49:32 PM): yea and its dark
@whiteoutgotu (11:49:33 PM): haha
@SinisterBeats (11:49:50 PM): trippin at all?
@whiteoutgotu (11:49:54 PM): haha yea
@whiteoutgotu (11:49:57 PM): a lil bit
@SinisterBeats (11:50:03 PM): sick
@whiteoutgotu (11:50:04 PM): just shit in the darknesss
@whiteoutgotu (11:50:06 PM): i cant explain
@SinisterBeats (11:50:11 PM): ya i feel ya
@whiteoutgotu (11:50:40 PM): every once in a while it
seems like the lights are fading back in
@whiteoutgotu (11:50:42 PM): but lol
@whiteoutgotu (11:50:44 PM): they are NOT
@whiteoutgotu (11:51:59 PM): ima step outside real
quick,see what thats all about
@SinisterBeats (11:52:05 PM): aright
@whiteoutgotu (11:52:19 PM): lol i def just reached for
my shoes and i couldn't see them
@whiteoutgotu (11:54:41 PM): ok,im brining my
computer outside
@whiteoutgotu (11:55:59 PM): outside is so much better
@SinisterBeats (11:56:13 PM): really?
@whiteoutgotu (11:56:18 PM): yep
@whiteoutgotu (11:56:28 PM): im outside right now
@SinisterBeats (11:56:40 PM): that's awesome
@whiteoutgotu (11:56:40 PM): wireless biaatch
@SinisterBeats (11:56:45 PM): haha
@whiteoutgotu (11:57:03 PM): ok my vision is def
distorted
@whiteoutgotu (12:15:41 AM): i think the shits fadin
@SinisterBeats (12:15:55 AM): i doubt it
@whiteoutgotu (12:16:01 AM): haha hopefully
@SinisterBeats (12:16:03 AM): lasts 4-6 hours
@SinisterBeats (12:16:06 AM): but i guess we'll see
@whiteoutgotu (12:16:14 AM): hasn't even been 3
@whiteoutgotu (12:16:52 AM): im thinkin bout goin
back inside,but sittin out here on the deck is so fuckin
chill
@SinisterBeats (12:17:02 AM): ya
@whiteoutgotu (1:31:19 AM): overall a good
experience....id probly take more if i did it again though
@SinisterBeats (2:02:34 AM): cool
@SinisterBeats (2:02:38 AM): glad you had fun
@whiteoutgotu (2:03:21 AM): yea it was cool,i just got
tired after a while
@SinisterBeats (2:07:31 AM): ya it does leave you pretty
tired
@whiteoutgotu (2:42:59 AM): yea,i'll probly go with 30
gels next time
@whiteoutgotu (2:43:24 AM): although hopefully i can
find that dexalone,so i dont gotta swallow so many
@SinisterBeats (2:45:22 AM): ya